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some people are easy to get over.
they only take a day or two but
eventually you meet someone who
changes everything about you and
no matter how hard you try, you
just can't seem to say goodbye.

the longer it takes you to realize
you can't go back to the past when
things were the way they were, the
longer it takes you to move on.

i've tried to go on like i never
knew you i`m awake but my
world is half asleep . i pray for
this heart to be unbroken but
without you all i`m going to
be is incomplete.

stop crying, stop wishing,
put down the phone, put on a smile,
and just forget about him..
he's definitely not worth your time

I'm growing up, I'm changing and maturing.
I know you don't love me, and I know that I can't keep allowing you to do this to me.
So for my own sake, this time I'm going to love myself enough to let you go.

i guess promises are better left unsaid
well every time you try to tell me
say the words that i'm the only
but i'm the one who's crawling on the ground
when you say love makes the world go round
my love look at what you've done to me
for someone who has felt so strong
it's amazing i'm completely gone

and you have this amazing ability
to make me remember all the reasons
that i fell in love with you in the first place
right when i am ready to let you go forever

one of the toughest decisions
is deciding when to give up
or try harder

Everywhere i go
& everything i see
everyone i talk to
& everytime i breathe..
I hate it that everything i think
& everything i do,
all it ever does
is remind me of you

pushing forward and arching back,
bring me closer to a heart attack. say goodbye and just fly away,
when you come back, I have some things to say

You will never forget your first love.
That's what makes it so special.
You love so hard, so deeply, and so intensely because you don’t know any different.
It's the best until it is over. Then you hurt like you've never been hurt before.
Eventually you love again, but you love differently.
You will love more carefully and more cautiously, continually comparing that person to your first love.

we look for love because it's the closest thing we have to magic.

you promised me starry night skies they just remind me of your shining
bright eyes. i’m missing your voice at night time. this separation seems a sad crime.

we walk by eachother and exchange glances
but we dont say a word cause we're both afraid of taking chances.

i told myself i won't miss you but i remember what it feels like beside you.

i think you should know this, you deserve much better than me.

she spends enless nights thinking of him, what she had, what happened and how it could've been.

there's postcards on the floor, but sorry, this pen can't write lonely lies anymore.

just say the words, i want the truth. why cant i be with you?
why cant i be the girl for you?

come on angel; swallow another pill with your
glass of wine and pretend he really loves you, so you can at least feel something.

when i walk down the halls i feel
like it shows, i've got a broken heart
and everyone knows.

secret heart what are you
made of
what are you so afraid of
coudl it be three simple words

she puts on her make up
and straightens her hair
all for the one boy
who never seems to care
but to him its all about
inner beauty and not out
he loves her for her
but she will never figure that out

cause i dont find many other guys
that treat me like you do

cause for me its always been you
ive tried to hide it, ive tried to fight it:
but i just cant

It took me a long time, but i finnaly understand
Im not in love with you, i never was,
I was in love with the thought of you.
I loved who I thought you were
not who you are

well, its getting colder
and your getting distant
and i just keep thinking
that i never meant it to be like this

Look me in my eyes
And tell me
That I can never have you
That all my hopes of us
Are only dreams
Just tell me now
Before I love you any more

there is a vacancy sign hanging in my heart
and i heard yours is looking for a place to stay

the truth may hurt
but your lies
kill me.

it’s not that I’m mad at you
I just wished and hoped so hard
that you could be the one thing
I could truly count on

the day you left me it rained outside
and i swear the rain was the tears in cupid's eyes..

and so tonight, i put in the sad songs,
plug in the headphones,
and crank up the volume,
just so i can drain the night away.

part of me wants to find the right words
to hurt you, the same way you hurt me

so take a look at me now
there's just an empty space,
there's nothing left to remind me
just the memory of your face.
i wish i could just make you turn around
turn around and see me cry,
there's so much i need to say to you
so many reasons why.

She used to be happy,
she used to be fun,
she used to see the good in everything.
Now she’s depressed, a lost soul.
Now that beautiful smile is gone never to rise again.
She looks different now, she’s dark.
Maybe you haven’t noticed but this
is all your fault.

she was nature's biggest mistake,
with a heart so broken & a smile so fake.

ive listened to this song 97 times..
in two days. why, you ask? you.
it reminds me of you.

I'm sitting here alone
up in my room &
thinking about the times
that we've been through.

go head and walk on by.
but you don't even know what i'm like.

if i lay here, if i just lay here.
would you lay with me and just
forget the world. i don't quite know
how to say how i feel.
those three words are said too much.
they're not enough.

we're connected in some strange way
that keeps pulling us back together,
with a force we can't fight.

i quit looking at the clock.
it will only bring me down,
and it won't bring you here

I’d rather walk alone
than chase you around
I’d rather fall myself
than let you drag me down

it wouldn’t have worked out any way
so now it’s just another lonely day

& sometimes , when the room is quiet ,
& i’m all alone , if i put my hand on my heart ,
i think i can actually feel it’s pain

and the hardest part is when he talks about the girl you've tried so hard to be.

I'm obsessed and stressed with this mess, I
can't think of things to write down, to type
down. And these fingertips are moving faster
than these lips, so you can only imagine how
jealous my mouth is.

When will I finally find the strength to open up
your letters? I think I'll throw them all away,
forget you all together.

and i could never tell you how i really feel
and for that i eternally apologize.

i could write the best book on
underage tragedy.

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